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September 9 2009
How do you not worry over things you cannot change? If those things plague you during the day and haunt you at night, how do you not worry if you can’t escape it?
Ah ha, after getting my hair did today I have realized that Jermaine slicks that stuff down with a tancho stick!
I am really interested in reading that magazine with the Janet interview about Mike. I am still really afraid to watch that awards show. This just hurts so badly. I am not sure I could have held it together long enough to get through a rehearsal. I hate the world. Why in the hell is Ellen the new judge of American idol… I used to like her.
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