September 4 2009

As sure as shit stinks fans showed up at Forest Lawn. The 2 people that ABC 7 interviewed spoke well. I can’t be too upset because they were able to express themselves well and I hope the media leaves Prince Michael alone. They have footage of him outside of the Pasadena restaurant the family went to after the service. It was so late though…could you really eat Italian food after 11pm?

Last night I wrote “for everything about yourself you didn’t like, I’ll like it enough for both of us.” We all have our demons. Those things about ourselves we sometimes can’t stand to look at. It would be nice to find someone to love me like that. Unconditional love is hard to find; even among family. You’ll always know that your family loves you, but it’s not that kind of love that makes you feel full, overwhelmed, basked in adoration.

Prince was right. “Love’s too weak to define just what you mean to me.”

I really don’t like Brian McKnight. I think it stems from me hearing his divorce was caused by his infidelity.

Ooh, I just remembered something. Headline News said Rev. Al Sharpton was twittering before the service started. Updating kind of what was going on. Why Rev? Why? There was this dude named Gotham on Larry King who was Mike’s friend. Gotham is a cool name, Making a mental not of that. I want kids just to name them cool names. Gotham, Michael Renee, Shaolin Dozier.

Humh, rolodexing my brain and I’ve noticed that whomever chose the photos of Mike to be used didn’t choose man recent ones, For instance, the photo on the front of the official memorial program, the photo used as the slide show lead, that one the back of whatever program the kids were holding at last night’s funeral, and the photo up front to sit at the sides of the casket were all of BAD era Mike.

Thanks to the colleagues who are supporting my Michael Jackson habit. We walked past a paper box for the Daily News and Mike’s funeral was on the cover. I had an unsure moment and jumped around in pure indecision. One colleague was like “I know you want it!” The other forced 50 cents on me. I got the past paper in the box. See, it’s the little things.

OOH! And a colleague said that Mac and Mila Kunis are together. Who knew? He picked good. She’s pretty. Hey, I craned my neck on the bus again to get a look at Forest Lawn and that Castle building looks like the same building from TV last night. Really can’t see much from the 2 outside of that building and about 2-3 green hills/mini mountains and a building with a cross on top of one of the hills.

Oh hell! How did I just stumble upon that TV Guide Channel playing that Mike movie I heard about with Flex? It’s weird! Flex is all make up having on like. He is just….ewwww! “Hey baby come roll with Mike.” HAAAA! And he’s trying to Mack to Lisa Marie. This is funny. I wonder who made the wigs. Nice! Whoa, there’s a scene of him and Lisa Marie frolicking and it’s like a Mike love song. I don’t think I’m ready for this visual. Oh Hell Naw! A love/sex scene. Whoa, glad he proposed instead of. Uh oh. Oh fuck fuck fuck fuck. He done laid her down on the bed and they are kissing. CHANNEL IS TURNED! Flex is doing a good job though. Who is this Bobby dude? Flex does a nice Mike voice. Oh no Lisa Mari’s kids want to go home. Oh, Mike was doing the Step Daddy! Had to be difficult being married to him. Gosh, it’s hard to watch this, but hard to NOT watch this.

HA! Why did he marry Debbie at the house. The official is like…I now pronounce you blah blah blah and Mike just says Thank You and leaves preggers Debbie standing there. Hil-fuckin-arious! Why is Diana Ross the flashback fairy godmother? The Mike wigs are very nice replicas. Man, looked like Mike had on mascara or fake lashes on in the I didn’t do it 1st accusation statement.

I just really don’t appreciate people comparing Mike to funky ass Elvis Presley. It angers me.