June 25, 2009 Never have I felt so much pain and wept an ache inducing cry. Now I know how it feels to lose someone you love. I don’t know how me waking to see another day will be. I have lost my hope. That shining bauble, just out of reach, but there….there for me…
LaTocha-Bad Timing (This My New Jam)
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Sex
Sometimes I have to fight against my nature just to be respected. It’s an internal war between pleasure and peace of mind. Daggers being thrown through your windows by the very ones who seek the place in which covetous rains fall. by
Marriage
Is it something I really want to do? Is it something I believe in? Or is it something I feel pressured by society to buy into? I’m of that age where if you are not married or don’t want desperately to have kids, people look at you like you have 3 heads. Is it always…
A Worker Reads History by Bertolt Brecht
Was watching a lecture on the history of France by John Merriman on academicearth.org and came across this poem. Love it! And yes I’m a nerd…I watch lectures on the internet and I’m not in school. A Worker Reads History Who built the seven gates of Thebes?The books are filled with names of kings.Was it…
An Ode to Nate Parker
I remember the first time I saw him on the Great Debaters. I liked the cut of his jib, no lie. Most of all I fell in a deep, bright, bottomless love with his lips. I have never seen a thing so inviting, so soft, so volminous. I loved his penetrating eyes and the softness…
“This woman is growing weary of having to be so strong…
…of having to pretend I’m made of stone. So I won’t end up with no broken bones. I can’t fight every battle alone.”~Weary by Amel Larrieux It’s starting to weigh on me, this solitude. When does solitude become an unwelcomed thing? Increasingly these days I long to be held. cared for deeply. At what point…
2012…what am I going to do with myself?
I started 2012 off pretty decently. I am working out, eating right, and trying to find Mr. Right. I also pray for peace and patience. Am I selfish? I am the type of person who wants to do what I want to do when I want to do it and when someone hinders my freedom…
I’m Down For Whatever
is gonna keep moneY in my pocket. Be informed. Get involved. I have no trust in politicians to actually work in the best interest of the people they represent. I’m poor enough. NO NEW(OR REINSTATED) TAXES! by
I’m almost middle aged: eating a grilled cheese sandwich and drinking flat rieseling
I turn 30 in less than 2 months and I am NOT happy about it. I’m at the age when older people be like “you ain’t married yet?” you ain’t got no kids?” I don’t want kids, marriage is an option, but it’s hard as hell to find a suitable date, none the less a…