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July 11 2009
What am I? Why am I here and what benefits are to be reaped? I want to soar, fly beyond the reaches of man. But I can’t.
Each day is getting better. I want to watch his videos and listen to his music, but I’m scared. I’ve been doing pretty ok emotionally and I’m afraid that if I hear his voice I’ll crack. I was not ready to lose you. I feel like since I’ve got back here I have been holding back the tears. Holding on to the years, we had together. Why is Ron Isley still alive?
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