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It’s been a month to the day and nothing anyone can say will ever make me feel better or any different. You can spout shit from a hallmark card or some passage from the bible, but it won’t bring him back. Can you bring him back?
I know that he was very lucky and blessed to have found his calling. To know exactly what he was put on this earth to do. I am living hell right here on earth because with everyday; living the way that I have in California, I am less and less certain of what to do with myself.
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