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I just want to loose myself in the music. I call it THE music because I want to bathe in it, drink it. Just drown in it. Die in bit. Be one with it. Because I’m so tired, just tired of being me and living my life. I need an alternate reality for juts a little while. I want to transcend and just be…whatever, but just not me.
How can the world go on without him? I can’t go on with out him. I’m struggling like hell. I just don’t want to have the mental capacity to think and feel because its torture.
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