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Went to get my cholesterol test and one of the ladies who works in the clinic lives near Forest Lawn and was worried about how she’s get home because of Mike’s burial She pulled out a map and we looked over alternate ways to get her home. She was so sweet. She said the Mausoleums are like the size of the Federal Building across from us. She has an uncle buried there and they usually police the grounds pretty well. If your family ain’t over here you have no business over there and they see to it that the graves are safe. She said its also very windy (winding roads) and hilly and easy to get lost. Guess I won’t be visiting his mausoleum plaque thingy. She (the clinic lady) is worried about fans just coming and parking to be in the area. I was being optimistic and saying that people will show respect and she looked at me like “Girl Please!” It just upsets me to the point of tears that you would disrespect him and his family like that. How can you love him and not give him his space? Not give his family their space? You can rest assured that for every tear, every pain in your heart; they are feeling it 10 fold. Why would you go there if they are asking you not to? I don’t understand. How cab you be so selfish? As I write this I have to bat my eyes to keep from crying. I just don’t understand how people can be so cruel. I am angry. I expressed my feeling to about the issue to a colleague and my voice started to crack.
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