I turn 30 in less than 2 months and I am NOT happy about it. I’m at the age when older people be like “you ain’t married yet?” you ain’t got no kids?” I don’t want kids, marriage is an option, but it’s hard as hell to find a suitable date, none the less a…
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If I could make a Musical Mix of Songs currently on my mp3 player to embody the love I hope for and have to give
the following songs would tell the story (in no particular order):Creepin-Stevie WonderLove Is Stronger Than Pride-Rahsaan PattersonBe My Vixen-MiguelGirl W/ The Tattoo-MiguelSign Your Name-Terence Trent D’Arby (Sananda Maitreya)Holding On To You- Sananda MaitreyaYeah Yeah Yeah-Rahsaan PattersonSugaRush Beat Company-LOVEHello-Amel LarrieuxWords-Anthony DavidEverlasting Love-Rufus and Chaka KhanYou Belong To Me-Chaka Khan and Michael McDonaldFeels Good-Rahsaan PattersonThe Beautiful Ones-PrinceAdore-Prince2…
I Don’t Want To Settle
Looking for a black man. Age 25-35. High School Grad (w/ some awesome reason why they didn’t go to or finish college). Dark skinned. 5’9” or taller. Not Fat. Nice smile (Must have all of your teeth and they must be clean and a nice shade of white). Nice eyes. Intelligent. Funny. Witty. Outgoing. No…
Deprivation
I’ve come to realize that I deprive myself out of fear. I also know what I want and see no point in wasting my time on some unfavorable subject. It leads to self doubt and cob webs. by
My demons
Everybody has them and until tonight I was happy to let mine fester. But now they have been dredged up and I feel uncomfortable. I am so good at denying and forgetting until I am not sure it even existed in the first place. Remember, my mission is to please others at the cost of…
People
You know, I realized something: People are fickle. They are friendly as long as it suits them. From their point of view people are expendable. So I was mistaken. It wasn’t that others from their past are wack; they are the source of dissension. by
TTD’s Neither Fish Nor Flesh
Listening to TTD’s Neither Fish Nor Flesh: This album feels like a big experiment. It feels disjointed. This Side Of Love is the best thing on it. All of his albums after this one were really focused. by
1-6-11 Realization of the Day
Life is hard. No wonder everybody is on drugs! aww, my life is over. I feel like chattel. by
Today has been a day of emotional anguish: I revisit my first blog entry
The trial has taken it’s toll and it’s only day 2. Cried 3 times today and am fighting back tears as I type this. Sometimes I wish I was incapable of love. That way it wouldn’t hurt so much. The absolute core of my horror is upon me again, dredging up the worst way I…
People should not irritate me at 6:10 in the morning
1-5-11 I just really wanna merk this lady who decided to pay her $14 in bus fare in all 1’s. Shit, it’s cold. If she didn’t have that Obama skull cap on I would have went all sharp shooter to her head. Red dot not feather. There’s a lady sitting in front of me who…