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Part 2 of The Incomplete Thought Series is still in the realm of relationships, but this time it’s heartbreak. You WERE NOT The Prototype. Read below:
“If we happen to part lord knows I don’t want that. But if we do, we can’t be mad at God. We met today for a reason…”
I am not mad at God, but I am mad at you. What in the hell was the reason? Maybe it was beneficial to your growth, but I don’t see it on my end. I hate you for putting me through this emotional upheaval. The good was good, but now I am stuck in the bad. The dirt. The disgusting place I’m in is of loving a man who didn’t love me back. Why did I fall in love with you? Love is for suckers. It took such courage to give you me and then you split. I gave you more than I had given any man prior and got slapped in the face with rejection. I don’t know the reason we met. Maybe it was to make you stronger because I’ve sure as hell been made weaker, more doubtful, afraid, and spiteful. I don’t see the reason or the positive aspect of our affair. I hope everything you attempt fails (with Ceelie Fingers) You were NOT the prototype!
I am stuck firmly in anger. How do you bounce back from heart break?
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