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Mike, what am I gonna do? Funny of the day: In reply to my text asking why ain’t none of them DeBarge niggas dead? (I’m not counting the one who died of THE aids); Tessa said, “Crack is a preservative.”
I don’t feel right. Like, I ain’t crying, but I don’t feel right. Listening to some of his songs hurts in the unfilled void kind of way. Death sucks. I wanted to bad for him to be MAGIC. On I can’t Help It he sounds like Stevie for a second. Steve wrote it. Oh shit! We Are Here To Change The Worlds just came on! See, he can always pick me back up. Care Bear Power! I can’t listen to Mike in the workplace. I just can’t help, but move.
I wonder what’s next for me.
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