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I’m in a battle where the odds are against me. Wait and fight for 4-5 years and I’m still not guaranteed victory. This is disheartening. Gonna pray on it. Love? Is that you? What dictates who we fall in love with and who is just a passing fancy? When the future is unsure what do you do? I’m afraid to throw in the towel when the undercurrent of the black love connection is so strong. Am I hopeless?
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