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September 10 2009
I ordain today “Book writing day.” I really didn’t take advantage of the three day weekend. It seems like I never have enough time to do what I want/need to do.
(sigh) The horrible fever of loss I feel everyday is not subsiding. I don’t know why it has gotten so heavy all of a sudden. Delirious with heartache. This may be a fight back the tears day.
Never divulge too much information. Although the atmosphere seems easy it could be used against you. Remember Allison from College Hill.
“The More I Sparkle The Less I Burn.”
~TTD
OMG people are so mean! Why did TV Guide just tease a story about that Vienna Tribute like…”what if you held a tribute and no one showed up? Jermaine may soon find out.” That is so mean. I mean like, I readily admit that I am not too into the line up, but I’m grieving here so I am biased.
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