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1-18-10
Went to Walmart, Heard Billie Jean playing aloud. Turns out they have a THIS IS IT display. I bought some buttons.
I’ve come to realize that no matter what, I am broken. I go out and smile, and my personality peaks out, but when I am alone and people’s eyes are off me I slump in despair. A shell of my former self.
I agree with Bobby Brown. I am lonely from within.
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