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4-11-10
The wee hours of the morning: I’ve been watching RockDocs w/ Tupac. I miss him. Until last year that was the date that went down in infamy during my lifetime. He had the most beautiful eyes. Almost like Muffy from Today’s Special, but better somehow. He was so smart and articulate. I wish I could find a man with some of Tupac’s most powerful attributes. No bitch ass Ni99a, but smart and that equals dangerous. I had never seen the footage of him in jail w/o the shaved head. Wonder if he was balding? The whole documentary was tastefully done and the white lady got to say the N word. I totally bought in to that East Coast West Coast Beef. Down South was sssssssoooooooooooo West Side! It’s interesting that he didn’t think he would be done harm by his own people.
I just feel inspired. Moved. I long to find that man that I connect with. I long to find the me that I connect with. I hope to leave something lasting when
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