Month: April 2010

4-2-10 I can feel him. Walk Right Now is in my head and it feels good. Happy. No sadness. I just had to tell him thank you. Quote of the day: “This is the remix edition of a song about pissin.”~Dave Chappelle by

3-28-10 Today was AWESOME My Super Happy Fun Day was a complete success. Disneyland was pretty fun. We rode Splash Mountain, The Haunted Mansion, Buzz Lightyear, the wack ass invention thingy and CAPTAIN EO twice! It was amazing. My favorite line was “somebody push the red button!” That Hooter character was a total screw up….

3-24-10 I tell misled time and time again. Spurred on and loved by the melody. Lost in a land of wonderment. It’s pulsating energy. Even w/ a lack of motivation and faith. I can still sometimes find my happy place. Music by

3-25-10 I feel that somewhere, somehow…I’ve failed miserably. How else could thing be the way they are? Remember, they’re just people. I am just really feeling The Velvet Rope right now. This darkness, this despair…it just puts me in the frame of mind to really hear the words and feel the melodies. I’ve had this…

3-27-10 He fell on my mind during my voice lesson today. I just couldn’t focus on the lip trill. I just kept envisioning him doing the same exercise and my right eye started to feel small. by

3-19-10 I am just disappointed. I hoped to be further along in life (in a better place) at 28. Why does it smell like cigarettes and dog food on this bus? Wow, they are really dogging Tiger Woods out. These chicks are just coming out of the woodworks…months later. I really don’t understand what they…

3-11-10 I don’t like this one lady who rides the bus w/ me. Her face…just the sight of her makes me snarl. I really don’t like the way she looks. Like, under that pasty ugly new haircut having shell…evil lurks. I just feel it. She’s a total bitch. The 2000’s: Decade of death and despair….

3-18-10 He falls on my mind ever so often and right now is often. I hear Torture. “She went up the stairs to nowhere…” Then, “hey baby what you’re thinking. No darling no I won’t change my mind. But uh you can’t take my blues away. Tell me what you say baby.” It’s really interesting…

3-8-10 Let these be my final words. For they shall comfort you and stroke your pain. In blinding sunshine. In pouring rain. by

3-9-10 Oh Body guards! by