Month: January 2010

Old dues I would have holla’d at if I were born and of age:(in no particular order after Billie Dee)1. Billie Dee Williams ( I would have let him hit me like 2 times)2. James Brown (country, chocolate, and a big pretty smile)3. Sam Cooke (up north hood church swagger)4. Lead singer from the BarKays…

Will forcing myself to listen to his music hurt more than help? I can’t even get happy off nothing, but Shakeabadadown and the extended version of BAD. I find that sometimes I can blindly look at him or hear him. Like when I was at Wal-Mart last night. I was over at the display, but…

Quote of the day:“You and I we’ll be together til the 6 is 9.”~Rick James by

Back to QC Jail and apparently this doesn’t keep me focused because today I wrote more than I have in like 2 months away from QC Jail. Have you ever been able to feel a city’s energy? I can feel LA’s energy ever so often, but it’s always in the middle of the night and…

1-17-10 Are we really blessed to be alive? I think I’m about to be in. I just never feel greek events out here. They’re just lacking that something. Ooh, my momma was watching something on E and The Jacksons show came on. Had to change that. Still trying to get into heaven. I am curious…

1-18-10 Went to Walmart, Heard Billie Jean playing aloud. Turns out they have a THIS IS IT display. I bought some buttons. I’ve come to realize that no matter what, I am broken. I go out and smile, and my personality peaks out, but when I am alone and people’s eyes are off me I…

Forgot to report I got traumatized last night. Was flipping through the channels and saw an elephant all painted up and pretty so I stopped. Then here comes a way bigger elephant. It stood up on 2 legs and proceeded to have sex with the pretty painted elephant. The dude elephant even groaned during the…

OMG, grey poupon is a killer. It burned the hell out of my nose. Not, its running. “Mothers Cookies. Mothers Mothafuckin Cookies.”~Eddie Griffin on Double Take Speaking of. They make the bomb lemon cookies. It’s like crack. There’s not great concerts coming. Outside of Mariah and Boyz II Men. Well Teena Marie is coming, but…

Quote of the day: 1-15-10 “What’s it gonna be baby? Do you want him or do you want me. Cause I want you. Said I want you. Tell me baby do you want me I gotta know. I gotta know do you want me. Baby baby baby listen to me. I may not know where…

I want a crazy love. A so good it feels wrong love. A nervous heart pounding love filled with adrenaline rush after adrenaline rush. Something so magical. So real. So easy. Yet so difficult. A Prince and Apollonia on Purple Rain type of love. A Darius and Nina type of love. A Josh and Reva…