Month: October 2009

Has a person’s looks ever grown on you? Someone’s has and it is weird. I honestly think it’s my eye-it is though. A twinkly cat eye-it is! Was watching an episode of Family Guy and there was a marquee that said: The Tonight Show” The Background Noise to Intercourse Since 1992. I was rolling! How…

Watched the episode of Roseanne last night where Darlene haves her baby. Why is childbirth so hard? Everything has to be birthed so why is it so hard? David and Darlene are like my fave TV couple. For all of the half-assed raising that went on, Roseanne was a very attentive mother when need be….

I totally forgot about the sex dream I had about Robert Ri’chard. Now that totally fucked up my psyche. It was so statutory! Ok, that wasn’t random…the recollection of the dream came when it was suggested that I check out a movie called Feast of All Saints that he stars in. Went to Blockbuster to…

September 21 2009 I feel poetic this morning. Last night as I was searching for vocal coaches I happened upon a statement from some Asian guy, the former President of the ATV Catalog. He had nothing but nice things to say. He even included a picture of him and Mike Looks to be the same…

I don’t know. I just really don’t know. And what I do know is frightening. What I do know is that I am lost. I know where I want to go, but have no clue on how to get there. I know that I am sad 78% of the time. The other; I just teeter…

Finally watched the 1st Episode of The Brian McKnight show and Steve said he wrote Until You Come Back To Me (Aretha) when he was 14. Good Golly! I wish songs came to me like that. Maybe I can get some help turning my poems and thoughts into songs one day. I got the words,…

There is something about David and Darlene’s relationship on Roseanne that I can identify with. I can’t put my finger on it. Some of their moments I am all too familiar with. Sometimes it feels so familiar that I have to turn away from the TV and I get butterflies. They are so cute in…

god I just feel so hopeless in all areas of my life. I just don’t even know how to deal. I am officially in a crisis of massive emotional and mental proportions. I’m just listening to sananda concert performances on his website and debating on whether or not to go out and brush the dog…