Month: September 2009

Man, this lady just got on the bus who puts me in mind of Lonette McKee and a girl I used to know named Mimi. Damn, I didn’t know Cool and the Gang sang Hollywood Swinging! Well shoot, they actually sat the band’s name in the lyrics. Current music doesn’t feel good. There is no…

OMG, I want to ring this lady’s neck! She sits behind me on the bus and commits to making every bodily noise possible. I’ve never seen her on the bus before. Ooh, I Hate Her! (with tight lipped, squinted eye scowl) by

It’s a river of mournful scorn that ebbs and flows. by

September 11 2009 Some of the best comedic actresses of our time: Laurie Metcalf and Tisha Campbell. Maybe Tichina Arnold can get honorable mention. They can just make absolute asses of themselves. They commit to the quirkiness. They are some of the very few actresses of today who can do damn near slapstick. I mean…Aunt…

September 10 2009 I ordain today “Book writing day.” I really didn’t take advantage of the three day weekend. It seems like I never have enough time to do what I want/need to do. (sigh) The horrible fever of loss I feel everyday is not subsiding. I don’t know why it has gotten so heavy…

Did it hurt that bad? Where did it hurt? Can I kiss it and make it feel better; bring you back. How selfish of me to want to bring you back from your peace, but I am in an inner chaotic hell. Did it hurt? Did you realize it was coming? I worry because I…

September 9 2009 How do you not worry over things you cannot change? If those things plague you during the day and haunt you at night, how do you not worry if you can’t escape it? Ah ha, after getting my hair did today I have realized that Jermaine slicks that stuff down with a…

I’m wounded. The shrapnel of loss will forever be stuck in my heart causing me to limp through life. 6:42am…why is there a dead black cow/bull on the side of the SB 14 about one mile from the Santa Clarita Soledad Canyon? There are no cow pastures around here. That came off of somebody’s truck!…

Oh, I remembered something else from that 25 most shocking outrageous moments show on the TV Guide Channel. They showed snippets of the uncensored version of Black or White. I don’t recall ever seeing it. I think there was a swastika, KKK, and N word that he was hitting when he was breaking all of…

September 8 2009 Last night I had a dream that our house (which is not our current house) was infested with gnats. So needless to say I woke up scratching. It was actually a very early morning dream. I didn’t get a good nights sleep. I never even got into a deep sleep. Tossed and…