Month: September 2009

Have you ever needed to look at something without looking at it? Like, I just can’t internalize what I am seeing right now. by

I just saw the THIS IS IT commercial on TV! Screaming like a lil bitch on the inside! by

I sometimes think/write too much while at work. I need someone to type stuff up for me because I don’t feel like it anymore. by

Why the news report that Killa Conrad Murray’s girlfriend is being subpeoned and she is 27! 27! OMG, that is uber statutory. When there is a more than 20 year difference in age the over 21 thing doesn’t apply. God, please bring this man harm. by

Yay, I just saw my first This Is It commerical on VH1! I am so excited! I didn’t know it was only going to show for two weeks. I aim to go see it at least 3 times! OMG, I LOVE YOU MICHAEL! by

I’m at sonic waiting for my food and sonic radio plays Man In The Mirror. I mean and they play their music loud. I don’t think I can accurately explain this. I just can’t escape it…this madness, this love, this profound feeling of loss. by

My head is filled with all of the things I don’t have. I know I am not supposed to think that way, but I’m human and I do. I also need to eat. Haven’t had anything to eat today and I am conflicted. I really want some Famous Dave’s BBQ. A real Nicole Richie moment,…

Damn, now I cry during Janet’s Together Again. Guess the excitement of the message and the connection didn’t last long. This grief…it’s like getting kicked in the stomach by a goat; just like on that gum commercial. But it’s not just once. I get kicked every 27 heart beats, every 8 breaths, every 54 blinks….

Crazy melodic/vocal duet mash up: Amel Larrieux and Marsha from Floetry. They do crazy stuff. It would sound like a kaleidoscope. by

Finally got to a store to read Janet’s article in Harper’s Bazaar. It was nice and short. She avoided TV for a long whole afterwards. I’m glad we didn’t even have TV. I was depending on others to call or text and tell me what was going on. Man, this just sucks so much. I…